Friday, June 18, 2010

I don't even know what to title this...

Hi, let me introduce myself.  I'm Lora.  You know that person who disappeared from blogland about three weeks ago?  The one who not so long ago apologized to her blog for the gross neglect given earlier (can you give neglect?) and clearly has not fully repented of the sin.  So here's me... trying again.

The sad part is that I have actually had a lot to say but when I would sit down to do a quick blurb of something or other it quickly sounded so idiotic that I couldn't put it into words.  Like I had a stroke of self-consciousness about my writing abilities or something.  So much that it has literally stopped me from posting.  Then it turned into a "it's been so long do I even remember how" type thing that comes out awkward at best.  Or at least it feels awkward.

Kind of like me if I were to get on a bike again.  Sure I remember how, but my muscles will get all stiff and rebellious.  And for the first little bit I'll wobble and I just might look foolish. 

Best solution?  Do it anyways.  No matter how foolish I look or feel, it's the only way to get over the awkward phase and, pardon the expression, back in the saddle again.

With all the changes that have been happening in my life right now, I miss the stability of my dear friends in blogland.  We've finally finished the running from one end of the state to the other every weekend and I am more than ready to settle in and find a routine.  Oh what an awkward time finding a routine is.  It's like trying to run a race with a 5 lb weight tied to one ankle!  But find it I will dang it!  I may be awkward, but I'm also determined.  Wish  me luck!

3 comments:

  1. Good luck! (But I don't think you need it.)

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